The Crazy Pattern™ is just about what's important. Both, it's always been both.
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The Game That Isn’t a Game
The Game That Isn’t a Game
What I’ve come to realize is that the systems we live in — political, financial, social, even technological — have started to forget the people they were meant to serve. They work beautifully for a small minority, but not for the whole.
If morality isn’t part of the equation, then the equation itself is incomplete. We measure profit, efficiency, and scale, but not kindness, fairness, or care — the real forces that hold any system together.
The truth is, this isn’t a game. It’s life. And the stakes are high.
The only reason I talk about these things — and the only thing that matters to me — is that I believe we can make tomorrow better if we just start the conversation today.
Because once we understand the pattern, the rest will follow.
The Weight of Meaning- Most of us live in the tangible world - the realm of what can be touched, measured, or proven. But what I would like you to consider is that the feeling you have about the things in your life may matter far more than the things themselves.
Although the Hidden Heart half of the lattice will be far harder to prove than the Living Lattice- since this realm is invisible - what I've learned is that when the Living Lattice (the measurable) intertwines with the Hidden Heart (the felt) a clear pattern emerges.
The repeatable pattern points to the simple truth: matter does, in fact, matter.
A cup of coffee, a photograph, a hand you hold - these things may look ordinary, yet the energy around them, the emotion they carry, gives them their real substance. And that, I believe, is the proof: that matter matters because we matter, and what we feel shapes the world we see.
Because if nothing truly mattered, who would be there to care?
The Function of Feelings
Energy never disappears - it simpy changes form. Just as the Living Lattice show how measurable systems breathe and balance, The Hidden Heart shows how energy flows through the experience itself. Every laugh, every wave, every shared glance between lovers - all of it is energy made visible.
The Hidden Heart mirrors the same design as the Living Lattice: rhythm, motion, exchange.
The difference is only in the scale and awareness.
One maps the outer world; the other maps the inner. The energy that lifts a tide is the same energy that lifts a heart.
The current the moves water is the same current that moves us towards one another.
In this way, form and feelings are not separate. They are the same truth expressed through different languages - one we can measure, and one we can feel.
The Law of Both-
What I would like for you to consider is simple - yet impossible to forget once you see it. Nothing in this universe is only one thing. It's never just real or unreal, up or down, right or wrong.
The truth - if you can call it that - is both. Always both.
Together, upside down while right side up, looping endlessly.
It's the symmentry of opposites that keeps everything moving-
the pull that turns stillness into motion, light into shadow, certainty into wonder.
The pattern doesn't choice sides, it plays them at the same time.
Except you never know whats real. But then you get to decide, so it just loops and loops and loops.
What This Means
It means absolutely nothing.
Nothing has changed.
Nothing ever does.
Everything you knew before you started reading this is still true — or not true — or both.
I did warn you that crossing over here might make you feel a little bit crazy.
But don’t worry: you’re fine.
Everything’s the same. It’s always been the same.
It’s a magical game called life, and it’s been running forever — looping, spinning, pretending to end but never really ending.
When I first recognized this, I couldn’t even explain it.
I just blurted it out: “It’s the Crazy Pattern.”
Because that’s what it is.
It’s everything and nothing at the same time.
It makes total sense and zero sense, perfectly balanced in its own nonsense.
So here you are, reading this, unchanged and yet somehow different —
still you, just a slightly newer version, pulled forward by your past.
That’s how the pattern works.
But if I had to say what I believe this all means....
And I've thought about it. Plenty.
Believe me, I didn't get this far without thinking about everything.
It's the picture above - the man, the girl, the light, the laughter.
It's the love we feel for each other, the spark in our days,
The magic hiding inside the most ordinary moments that makes this
whole place come alive.
That's it. That's the secret. That's the reason.
And once you understand that, it leads you to my next love / hate friend, The Joker Card™
Because once I understood the game, the only word to describe this place is crazy.
What I've come to realize is that crazy is simply the difference between what you believe and what's true.
And as Einstein said,
"Truth is nothing more than what we choose to see from within our own perspective."
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